
A Samaritan leper worships Jesus after being healed.
As I have thought about mental illness and the stigma that is so often attached to it my thoughts have so often drifted to the disease of Leprosy. I also am reminded of a story in Scripture that convicts me of how I respond as God works in my life. I am also reminded of the role pain can play in our lives. Hopefully I can put this down and have it make sense!
Through the years pretty much all I knew about Leprosy is it was a picture of sin and it terribly disfigured people. I thought of the movie Ben Hur where the mother and sister of Ben Hur were afflicted with Leporsy and forced to live in caves. Below is a brief overview of Leporsy taken from Easton’s Bible Dictionary.
“This disease “begins with specks on the eyelids and on the palms, gradually spreading over the body, bleaching the hair white wherever they appear, crusting the affected parts with white scales, and causing terrible sores and swellings. From the skin the disease eats inward to the bones, rotting the whole body piecemeal.” “In Christ’s day no leper could live in a walled town, though he might in an open village. But wherever he was he was required to have his outer garment rent as a sign of deep grief, to go bareheaded, and to cover his beard with his mantle, as if in lamentation at his own virtual death. He had further to warn passers-by to keep away from him, by calling out, ‘Unclean! unclean!’ nor could he speak to any one, or receive or return a salutation, since in the East this involves an embrace.”
That the disease was not contagious is evident from the regulations regarding it (Lev_13:12, Lev_13:13, Lev_13:36; 2Ki_5:1). Leprosy was “the outward and visible sign of the innermost spiritual corruption; a meet emblem in its small beginnings, its gradual spread, its internal disfigurement, its dissolution little by little of the whole body, of that which corrupts, degrades, and defiles man’s inner nature, and renders him unmeet to enter the presence of a pure and holy God” (Maclear’s Handbook O.T). Our Lord cured lepers (Mat_8:2, Mat_8:3; Mar_1:40-42). This divine power so manifested illustrates his gracious dealings with men in curing the leprosy of the soul the fatal taint of sin.”
As with Leprosy, Mental Illness has a stigma that goes along with it. Sadly, much of this stigma is found in the Body of Christ, the very place where love and compassion should be found. Instead, the sufferer is in a sense, treated like the Lepers of old. To our shame, some in the church view Mental Illness as “the outward and inward sign of the innermost spiritual corruption” as described above. As a result, many afflicted believers become separated from the church as they live a life of shame and isolation, mourning their wretched condition.
With both Leprosy and Mental Illness, “pain” is a big component. In a book titled “Pain: The Gift Nobody Wants” the author, Philip Yancey talks about his work with lepers and the unique role that pain plays with this disease.
With Leprosy, the victims lose the ability to feel pain and as a result, this leads to serious consequences which can include the loss of limbs. When somebody is sick, quite often pain is the alarm that tells us something is wrong. As a result we go for treatment or take medication and quite often the illness is done away with. If we weren’t able to feel the pain we would not know to go to a doctor and the illness could in many cases lead to serious consequences up to and including death. In this sense, pain can be seen as a gift. As the leper can’t feel pain they unknowingly aggravate an area of the body that is “infected” and create additional damage. As a result they unwittingly make their condition even worse. If they felt the pain, this could be avoided.
The pain of Mental Illness is different than the pain of the flu or other diseases but it is pain none-the-less. The pain we experience lets us know something is wrong and we have the opportunity to address it. Many times the sufferer will find relief while at other times, relief is a long time in coming for reasons we don’t know. But what I do know is that God is aware of our pain and in His perfect will, He has His reason(s) for allowing it.
So how does one respond to Mental Illness when they are the victim? That’s a pretty easy question to answer if you’ve never known the depths of emotional despair one can experience while suffering with a Mental Illness. In my life, I respond much better to physical pain. At times that was not a good thing and one time in particular it almost cost me my life.
What if God reached down and instantly removed your Panic Disorder, PTSD, OCD, Bi-Polar Disorder, or depression? What what you do? There’s a portion of Scripture I would like to close with that tells a story of when Jesus healed ten lepers. It has much to say to us today.
Luke 17:11 On the way to Jerusalem he was passing along between Samaria and Galilee.
Luke 17:12 And as he entered a village, he was met by ten lepers, who stood at a distance
Luke 17:13 and lifted up their voices, saying, “Jesus, Master, have mercy on us.”
Luke 17:14 When he saw them he said to them, “Go and show yourselves to the priests.” And as they went they were cleansed.
Luke 17:15 Then one of them, when he saw that he was healed, turned back, praising God with a loud voice;
Luke 17:16 and he fell on his face at Jesus’ feet, giving him thanks. Now he was a Samaritan.
Luke 17:17 Then Jesus answered, “Were not ten cleansed? Where are the nine?
Luke 17:18 Was no one found to return and give praise to God except this foreigner?”
Luke 17:19 And he said to him, “Rise and go your way; your faith has made you well.”
Here we see ten lepers crying in one accord to Jesus. These ten were outcasts and they kept their distance from Jesus per the law.
Numbers 5:2 “Command the people of Israel that they put out of the camp everyone who is leprous or has a discharge and everyone who is unclean through contact with the dead.
Numbers 5:3 You shall put out both male and female, putting them outside the camp, that they may not defile their camp, in the midst of which I dwell.”
Numbers 5:4 And the people of Israel did so, and put them outside the camp; as the LORD said to Moses, so the people of Israel did.
As they cried out they said “Jesus, Master, have mercy on us” and Jesus responded by saying “Go and show yourselves to the Priests.” He hadn’t healed them but they realized that the reason they would be going to the Priests was based on the law. They knew they would be healed and so it was, as they were on their way, they were healed. Notice how they obeyed before the promise was realized.
Leviticus 14:2 This shall be the law of the leprous person for the day of his cleansing. He shall be brought to the priest,
As we read on we see that only one came back to say thank you. The others continued on their way. The one who came back and fell at the feet of Jesus was a Samaritan, one who was despised by the Jews. Along with the story of The Good Samaritan, this story was an example of how the Jews were wrong in their harsh judgment of the Samaritans. The one who would least be expected to do the “spiritual” thing in response to his healing was the only one who did.
Jesus didn’t command the lepers to come back and thank Him. Neither are we commanded to thank Him when each of us receive our ultimate healing, the forgiveness of our sin. How could we not thank Him for saving us? Not just at the time of being saved, but throughout our lives. That’s a mark of spirituality that the Jews missed.
Philippians 4:6 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication WITH THANKSGIVING let your requests be made known to God.
Philippians 4:7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
As those with Mental Illness are often perceived as less than they are (Samaritans) we can realize that our pain serves a purpose and in the midst of that pain God would have us remain thankful. If we aren’t thankful during the dark times how awkward would it be for us to be thankful when God chooses to do a mighty thing in our life?
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Habakkuk 3:17-18:
“Though the fig tree may not blossom,
Nor fruit be on the vines;
Though the labor of the olive may fail,
And the fields yield no food;
Though the flock may be cut off from the fold,
And there be no herd in the stalls —
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will joy in the God of my salvation.”
How could Habakkuk do this? Only because the LORD gave him the secret of enduring during the time of trial: “…the just shall live by his faith.” (Habakkuk 2:4). Sometimes we have to trust God in spite of what we see or feel.
Okie, That portion of Habakkuk sounds like it is part of a Psalm. I wish I’d learned not to live based on my thoughts and feelings many years ago. To this day it is a battle as I was so accustomed to trusting in my own plans. I would like to think that God is changing that in me!
God bless!
erunner: Our God is so patient with us
I too tend to trust in my own plans as well, from time to time; yet in His patience, He graciously corrects us. What love!
pain! The emotional pain is so much worse than any physical pain I have ever had. I have stuffed the pain down inside me for so long…It hurts too much to deal with it. It is scary.
what if God doesn’t want to heal me? or take this from me?
It is possible that God will not heal us in this life; so the question is, are we still willing to trust Him? To follow Him? To love Him?
“still willing to trust Him? To follow Him? To love Him?”
yes, yes, yes – with my whole heart
dusty, I can totally relate to emotional pain being worse than physical pain. Physical pain typically can be pin pointed and dealt with, unless it is a chronic condition. That is not to minimize physical pain in any sense as I hate to see people hurting physically. The two really can’t be compared as they are so different.
I agree with Okie in what he shares but at the same time I know God doesn’t just leave us hanging, without hope. He is at work in the darkest times when things seem most hopeless. He was at work when darkness covered the earth as Jesus hung on the cross.
God has provided help through medication, counsel, and His personally touching us. How He chooses to use or not use these things is up to him but we know He is perfect and He is always with us and in us.
We will continue praying for you. God bless!
Eruns … beautiful article. I’m so blessed to read this as I am awake with anxiety right now. But, I believe I was brought here for my friend Dusty, who has been praying for me for over a year.
Dusty…my sweet sister,
I understand despair from depression. I understand suicidal thoughts, and a darkness that is beyond any black color we can see. You mention the fear of dealing with the deep down dark stuff. For me, it was in that pit of despair, my worst moment, that I finally began the slow journey of facing my past and getting well. I had regressed the abuse I encountered for so long that I had become hardened to it. When I was thrown into the pit from my emotional state of being, I had no choice. I had to begin healing from it. Because for me, it was that, or living a miserable life forever.
I made the decision, in my darkest moment, with intervention from my husband and pastor to get help. I started working through the scary stuff that I didn’t want to remember, deal with, or acknowledge. It is so scary, but if I can encourage you….with the painful unwrapping of your bandages over your hidden pain, you find glimpses of healing and freedom every time. When fresh air hits your wounds it brings a new level of healing.
I also believe that sometimes God allows us to hit the darkest place, so we will be forced to move forward. Consider this, as you wrestle through all of this dark depression. I know you are an incredibly brave woman, and you CAN DO THIS. You can begin to heal and depression will lift. It will. I know that God doesn’t intend for us to be in the pit forever. He is hope.
I agree with erunner…it can be through medication, counsel, and a touch from God that we can heal. I will be fervently praying for you and buster to have wisdom as you move forward. Just take a step Dusty, that’s all you need to think about now.
I love you friend. Shannon
Shannon, Thank you for dropping by and sharing. I am sure Dusty will appreciate what you have shared here. God bless you as you deal with anxiety in your own life
“…but at the same time I know God doesn’t just leave us hanging, without hope. He is at work in the darkest times when things seem most hopeless.” errunner: never a truer word spoken…God bless
Dusty,
The buried pain must come up so that you can be healed. I believe God will eventually relieve your pain, it will lift, don’t give up hope.
A therapist who was my mentor once told me all buried memories are buried alive and the pain must be eventually felt and acknowledged in order to find relief and really move on. Stuffing the pain works for a while but eventually it catches up with you and tends to plunge you into a deeper depression than you thought possible.
I know it is scary to go through a process (psychotherapy) that seems to leave you at times feeling even worse, but eventually healing will come. Acknowledging and letting the pain out is the best remedy and you are doing that.
I also will be in “fervent” prayer for you and Buster. Tom and I love you and appreciate all your Kingdom work. God’s anointing is on your life and Jesus will see you through this very difficult time. You are very courageous.
Love in Christ,
Maryellen Stipe
I hope someone reads this. I know this post is old (so am I, and sometimes people still listen to me!). There was a bright, sunny day when I was singing praises and feeling God’s presence all through me when suddenly I head his voice deep within my heart. “If today is the best day of the rest of your life, can you still love Me and trust Me? Can you still follow Me?” Instantly the singing stopped as I pondered what that might mean. Jesus knew the day that everything was downhill from then on, and He was faithful to the end. John the Baptist was faithful right to the beheading. Peter was faithful to his own crucifixion. Could I be faithful? I prayed fervently, and then, shakily, I answered, “With Your help, Lord, yes.”
“Are ye able,” said the Master, “to be crucified with Me?”
“Yea,” the sturdy dreamers answered, “to the death we follow Thee!”
Lord, we are able! Our spirits are Thine!
Remold them, make us, like Thee, divine!
Thy guiding radiance above us shall be
A beacon to God, to love and loyalty!
Susannah,
I read your post and I’m glad I did. It made me tear up as I read the question from the Lord Jesus. This very subject is something God has been putting on my heart for about a month now. Am I willing to follow Him wherever He would have me go? Am I willing to sacrifice my life for Him?
I don’t know what that may mean specifically in my own life, but your words gave me a renewed encouragment in following my Lord Jesus no matter where He takes me and what He wants me to do.
He has groomed me for a lifetime with much suffering, so I’m used to it. But I know I can still only do as He wills in His strength and by the power of His Holy Spirit.
God bless you,
Dorci
Dorci, bless your heart. I am so glad you read this post today. I really didn’t have any expectation that anyone would, since the latest post before mine was last October, a full six months ago. I, too, have a “thorn in the flesh” that God to this point has not chosen to heal me from. Yet He hasn’t told me to stop asking, either, so I do. BTW, after that fateful day, I spent 7 years in the former USSR as a missionary, and only returned home when my health required it of me. So what’s next? Maybe being there for people like you, and like me.
Blessings,
Suzi
Susannah, Thanks for dropping by. The question God posed to you gives one pause for reflection.
On my own I have proven I can’t do anything except by His grace and mercy. Seeking to allow His Spirit to live through me allows me that which I could never achieve on my own. God has proven Himself faithful each time I take a step of faith in trusting Him.
I also draw comfort in the fact that living the life described does not mean a life free of mistakes or sin. Knowing that 1 John 1:9 is in the Bible allows for us to have our failures along the way taken care of and we can continue on, free from condemnation.
Thank you for a timely reminder for myself. Allan
Allan,
How timely is YOUR reply! As our world seems “hell-bent” on destroying itself, we have less and less reason to think that we are in control of much, don’t you agree? And I am so very, very grateful that His grip on me is strong, because mine is so weak. I stumble again and again, and each time, His loving hand restores me. He is my strength, Who has broken down every wall.
Susannah
Susannah, At times it appears our world is on the verge of self destruction. Two things come to mind. The first is the importance of having our roots growing deep to make it through these storms.
The second is the realization that all that is happening is going to create the need for many believers to receive ministry as they cope with depression and other illnesses/disorders that are spoken of here.
The church needs to be in a place where the ministry these believers receive is sound. The suffering need not be told they are the problem because of sin or some lack of spiritual discipline. There is great opportunity for the church to be the church in ministering to those who suffer with any number of emotional/mental issues.
Allan,
You are so right, my friend! I agree wholeheartedly, and if my own church had not been there for me when I returned from the mission field, I’m not sure where I would be today. It’s not for me to second guess God in this. Perhaps He would have provided another way… but what a blessing the church would have missed!
Susannah, God always provides a way. The thing is, He doesn’t provide the same way for everyone. Some He requires to walk a darker and more difficult path while others He moves quickly.
The mistake I made is I wanted my way and resented the fact I didn’t get it. Thankfully I didn’t get what I deserved!
It appears to me you have a story to tell???????
If you do and would ever like to share a “testimonial” for the blog e-mail me at erunner54@gmail.com
If I’m wrong your uplifting posts will have to suffice!!
God bless!